你能不能顺着人性去谈场恋爱，想那么多你不累吗？”

    “什么？”她不解。

    “难怪这么多年，不管年上叔叔还是年下弟弟，你一个也看不上，跟时砚池这样的男人谈过，你还能看上别的凡夫俗子？”

    “谢南州的条件够好了，你照样看不上……得不到的永远在骚动，要不你给时砚池睡了得了……”

    夏星晓在时砚池重回病房前捂住了梁舒的虎狼之词。

    不过歹念一经形成，马上落地生根。

    耳根烫，有点痒，有什么看不见的东西在挠她的心尖儿。

    她扭开水龙头，用冷水洗了把脸，再把冷气调低两度，然后屈膝窝在沙发里，手指按下一串数字。

    “妈，那天你为什么会觉得是谢南州在跟我吃饭？”

    汪静应该是在做晚饭，油烟机的噪音和锅铲翻动的声音同时传进听筒。

    “南州来家里送了礼物，他说晚上要约你。”

    迅速解释完，她抓重点，“你俩相处得怎么样了？”

    “我俩没戏，所以你趁早把人家的礼物退回去！”

    “怎么就没戏，这么多年你到底要找什么样的，南州挺好，你就跟人家好好处呗！”

    她斩钉截铁地回，“我不。”

    汪静讽刺她，“感觉你像革命烈士，现在准备英勇就义了？”

    “为个相亲对象就像让我就义，我冤不冤？妈，感情的事儿，你别掺和，我心里有数。”

    “你有什么数……”汪静碎碎念。

    没听她说完，夏星晓就挂断了电话。态度不挑明了，她妈不会死心。

    有的感情是很确凿的事情，爱很确凿，不爱也很确凿，就像她对谢南州。

    而有的感情却像一片迷雾，是平地抖起的云烟，是难以理清的缠绕。

    隔壁的门又开了，男人大声地怒斥，“这日子你能过就过，不能过就离！”

    这句话太男人了，她好像从无数个男人嘴里听过，也包括她的爸爸夏江，这话总让女人像吃鱼的时候卡了喉咙，有种说不出的痛。

    后来她家破产了，这句话才在她家里绝迹了。

    窒息，一刻也不想待在家里了。

    给谢南州发消息：【有时间吗，聊一聊？】

    对方回了个【好】。

    出门后她先拐了一趟邮局，寄信窗口的阿姨眼生。

    “麻烦给我张八十分的邮票。”

    “平信还是挂号信？”

    “平信。”

    邮票和胶水一起从窗口递出来，“平信慢哦！”

    “没事儿，不着急。”利落地写好地址贴上邮票再递回窗口。

    “也对，着急谁会寄信呀。”阿姨笑呵呵地把信收走。

    火烧云是夕阳准备的晚餐，今天的餐厅贩卖的是浪漫。

    夏星晓穿着一身淡黄色收腰长裙迈进餐厅的时候，才惊觉自己的失策，今天竟然是七夕，真不是一个摊牌的好日子。

    这家店不算大，灯光昏黄，安静惬意，大厅流淌着好听的爵士乐。桌与桌之间用花墙相隔，既注重了隐私，又氛围感满满。

    夏星晓到的时候，餐厅已经坐满了，谢南州绅士地为她拉开椅子。

    他一身正装，成熟中带着儒雅，又披上了谦谦君子的皮，“好久不见。”

    夏星晓略微有点尴尬，“抱歉，我不知道今天是七夕，你知道我不是那个意思。”

    “夏小姐，我没误会”，他的声音低醇又温柔，“但是我想为自己申辩一下。”

    谢南州给她点了一份M8的澳牛，她吃第一口食物的时候，心里的小蝴蝶就起飞了，清淡了两天的胃口又重新活了过来。

    往嘴里递第二口牛排的时候，谢南州给自己倒了红酒，他苦笑，“我不喜欢被你看到我的另一面，感觉你也不太喜欢。”

    她知道，这是谢南州对上周五尴尬偶遇的解释，夏星晓没有说话。

    “不管是哪一面，我都是发自内心地喜欢你的，希望你给我一个机会？”

    他坦荡得近乎赤城，倒是把夏星晓冠冕堂皇的拒绝理由憋了回去，间隙她偷偷给梁舒发微信。

    梁舒回：【你敢相信男人的那张嘴？不用看八字，我就知道你这辈子要离婚三次！】

    懂了，是她心慈手软了。

    用餐结束准备道别的时候，户外竟然下起了毛毛雨。

    夏星晓拒绝了谢南州送她回家的提议，“这么小的雨，雨中漫步挺浪漫的。”

    谢南州解开安全带准备下车，“我陪你！”

    

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